Venting
Ive gone thru hell and back it seems like these past few weeks. to sum everything up: my boyfriend cheated on me and broke up with me, my uncle past away, and i lost all my best friends, and a BIG group of bitches at my school like to talk shit out me.
A girl can only handle so much. my first Love and he broke my heart. I say im over it but there is not one day that goes by where i dont think of him. I Love him no.matter how bad he hurt me. Uncle Paul glad ur out of pain amd in heaven with Jesus and ur Mommy <3 i miss u and Love u and we Will be reunited again one day. I promise. As of my best friends, a time where i needed them the most they left me. Expecially when I did nothing wrong. Its so hard to go thru stuff alone. now I sit alone at school, and am transfering out to be homeschooled. I hope u all r happy.
I think to myself what if something happened to me? then what? I wonder how everyone would react? would they care? Would they not? Its a horrible feeling, feeling alone, betrayed, hated, and useless. I hate this, I hate everything.
